Micah Brakefield (via mmaquotes)
I’m in Vietnam for a training camp right now.
It’s great and all but yknow what’s greater?
GETTING TO GO HOME Asdfghjkl so homesickkkkkk ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
ONE MORE WEEEEEEK
A+ relationship: Playing video games together, rough sex, pizza and awful humor that only you two can laugh at.
I really reaaaaaaally don’t want to train today. Been feeling burnt for ages and only just realized that (lack of drive in training, sloppiness, grumpiness etc)
But I feel super guilty for not training when nationals are just 3 weeks away. Asdfghjklllllllll
There are some days where I just can’t stand myself either. I don’t know how the people around me do it.
Like one moment I’ll feel entirely self sufficient and in literally 10 minutes ill change my mind entirely with utter certainty. I am a mess of thoughts and instability and fluctuating emotions and idk I’m just really unsure of what my head is doing right now
Confusing? I think so too.
Whatever ill forget about this and think of the things I can do to improve my judo instead.
I made the mistake of thinking I could do something alone simply because I’m uncomfortable with training around others. (this is what I meant by the second paragraph) Buuuuut nvm people always make mistakes. And it’s ok I’m still learning how to handle me and be a better person and judoka.
22 days to nationals, 4 days till I fly to vietnam. From now till then I still have to work on my setup, and my kumikata. Go yumi go!!! I can do it!!!
The woods are lovely, dark, and deep,
but I have promises to keep,
and miles to go before I sleep,
and miles to go before I sleep.
— Robert Frost